advice or incentive

FTMO Trader Scouting
You started to trade before you verified your edge worked.

Mainly speaking, you have to take one single setup and make it work using demo or simulation, never live trading.

After 6-12 months consistently making virtual money on a regular basis, then you would acknowledge you are ready to start.

Therefore, the second advice is allow yourself to become a trader spending 3-6 years learning first.
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